Not everyone breathing is alive

Volcano

2008-04-30T07:25:00.000-07:00

It started from long time, and i did not notice. With time and things happen, it grows. Afterwards, I noticed it. I kept it away from all outside for not cause any hurt. I said with time it will collapse, but the fact is, I was collapsed.

It grows more and more, giving more heat and more pressure. The pressure from outside was growing too helping it to grow inside. Then it reached a point that I can not stop.

That moment I figured out I had to choose, to make it destroy me or hurt all people. I choosed myself and I collapsed.

Soon afterwards, I feel it is still inside but this time, I am stronger, much stronger.

I can now control it and make only parts I need to go out to be released. I can now keep it inside without destorying me again.

I think with time, I will be more strong , strong enough to kill it inside forever.

Everything we do is our choice, just we do not use this power of choice or we do not know we have it. Sometimes we have fear, just fear from nothing, fear from talk or fear from respond. Brave people have fears too but they always do things that they fear. That is why they are brave.

Tears are not weakness, wakeness is disability to control, to let yourself do anything regardless to the results. Being strong not means being heartless.

Your dark room

2008-02-09T23:10:00.000-08:00

Being misrable sometimes is your choice not something you are forced to have. It is just triggered by external environment. Then, it is your role. You enter you dark room bringing with you all sad memories, list to sad music, remember all bad events, see everything is black and how you can see colors in a dark room.

After sometime, it will be like an energy surrounds you. Brings all bad feelings to you and all people arround you. It is true that feelings as diseases, they can spread.

Inside the room, everything you see or say will be bad. It is a environment now not just something happened. Everything you feel as well. You will see only dark part because no light is there. You will hear every word as insult even it is sweet. You will feel hate in every feeling even it is love. You will see every seen is a fire even it is a pretty garden.

Dispiration is next and very closed to this. That when you lose hope that any thing will change and that will be true as long as you are inside that room, nothing will change. Room can not change because it is the room of darkness. To change that, you have to leave the room. You have to open the light or generally, you have to do something. Nothing changes with itself, you have to do something to change what is arround you. And even you do something and nothing changed, do not repeat same technique to get same result, do something diffreent. That is only if you want to getinto light.

"إن الله لا يغير ما بقوم حتى يغيروا ما بأنفسهم"

Love is ??

2008-01-20T02:58:00.000-08:00

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."

That is only true love.

Chakra test

2007-11-01T21:05:00.000-07:00

The Chakra Test

My Result: Seventh Chakra

This chakra is located at the crown of your head and represents the seat of the soul. The seventh chakra is associated with your connection to your spiritual self and to the divine. When this chakra is clear, positive energy can flow from it freely. Radiating positive energy from your seventh chakra indicates that you've cultivated higher wisdom concerning the important life lessons associated with this energy center. You're apt to feel a greater bond with the spiritual world. You're probably also more able to live in the moment than most other people are. The seventh chakra is the chakra of highest spiritual evolution.

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House on Sand

2007-08-05T03:32:00.000-07:00

Children cry when they build their first house on sand and collapse not because it collapsed, becuase no body told them it will collapse while they know.

They ask, why they did not tell. If they did, I might not make it this pretty, I might not make it this perfect or I may be not make it from first place.

Do not build your house on sand, build on solid ground or do not build at all.

Do not raise your dreams to sky while you do not have wings.

Murphy's Law

2007-07-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

"Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, and at the worst possible time"

for more details about the law seven phrases and the law theory, see

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murphy's_law

New member !!

2007-05-24T06:05:00.000-07:00

It was 10.00 PM. Everybody is praying. I was hardly breathing, very scraed, tired and waiting.

The nurse came out and say, congratulations, you had a pretty girl.

I was full of feelings, i felt worry, happy, confused and many other feelings that can not be explained.

Then afterwards, day by day, i am going to stabilize but I am really asking myself a question i never did.

When I got married, I get my wife from her father, his baby. what I will feel after some years when someone will take my pretty baby girl.

I duunno.

anyway, I will do all best I have to make this angel the happiest person.

New member, and afterwards will be missed member.

New Template

2007-04-01T14:20:00.000-07:00

Hi all,

Since August 2005 and I kept my old template. I dunno how i did that :) . Now, I changed it to new look. I hope you will like it, if you not, I will keep it also :P .

Back with a Tag

2007-03-27T02:30:00.000-07:00

Thanks Mywife for tagging me.

SECTION 1 - Last 1s?
1. last beverage? Orange juice "my breakfast:) ".
2. last phone call? My wife.
3. last instant message? My wife.
4. last cd played? I think it was a movie.
5. last time you cried? when i come to egypt.
6. last text message? My friend Kareem

Section 2 - 6 Have You Evers:
1. dated someone twice? No.
2. been cheated on? No.
3. kissed someone & regretted it? No.
4. lost someone special? No.
5. been depressed? yeah.
6. been drunk and threw up? No.

Section 3 - List 3 Favorite Colors
mmm i think Dark Blue - Gray and black

Section 4 - This month have you
1. Made a new friend? No.
2. Fallen out of love? No.
3. Laughed until you cried? yup :D
4. Met someone who changed your life? No.
5. Found out who your true friends were? I know them and i do not make new friends frequently :)
6. Is there something you want to tell someone? yup , everyday :$.
7. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? yup, MALES :D.
8. How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? most of them.
9. How many kids do you want to have? 2 isA.
10. Do you have any pets? Yup, my birthday fish Loli, I hope she (or he) is fine .
11. Do you wanna change your name? No.
12. What did you do for your last birthday? I had the most beautiful one ever.
13. What time did you wake up today? 9.00 AM
14.What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping :)
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for? MY first kid :)
16. Last time you saw your father? 3 days ago.
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Nothing, i am really staisfied.
18.What are you listening to right now? Some friends talking
19. Have you ever talked to Tom? meen TOM da :)
20. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? yeah but I hope i will not do again
21.What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? I did not
22. Who’s getting on your nerves right now? No body:)
23. Most visited webpage? My wife BLOG, MSDN and Company's internal systems.
24. Coke or Pepsi? Orange juice :D.
25. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? Yup.
26. Mac or PC? PC, Mac is limited in SW.

Gray Life

2006-10-29T01:46:00.000-08:00

"Gray is a neutral, balanced color. It is a cool, conservative color that seldom evokes strong emotion although it can be seen as a cloudy or moody color"

I saw those lines while i was surfing the internet and wanted to comment.

Gray is really a balanced color, we are gray, nobody has an absolute white heart and no body have a black soul.
But sometimes, and only sometimes for some situations, you need to make it white or black and nothing in between can be.

Sometimes you need just to get a state, whatever that state is bad or good, but it can not be undefined.

Meanings in our Life

2006-09-18T03:31:00.000-07:00

Many months ago, I saw that title on a blog (it is my wife blog now:) ). I did not read at first. I stopped at that sentense for long time and asked myself, "What is the meaning in my life?".

I was successful in my company, I was doing great in my certificates and I was thinking that is great and enough. But that sentense always cross my head and that question always made me think about.

Then after some time, I made a car accedent but i was fine. I saw death on my own eyes and the moment that everything you have will be gone.

Just after the accedent, I saw a scene i will never forget. It was all my friends gathered, very worried about me, and running to me to be sure that I am ok.

That made me think again, what is meaning in mylife?

I did not stop working, I did not stop learning and I did not stop anything but...

I did all of that with a meaning.

LOVE makes your life have a meaning.

Have a value.

I am not a philisiphor, I am just a human being had that experience.

Life have no meaning without love.

Now after my marriage, I have a great meaning.

To make my wife happy and make a great family.

You can do all what you do, but you can do it different if you searched for the meaning.

No Comment !!!!

2006-07-19T03:53:00.000-07:00

Israeli children sends gifts to Lebanese children:

Israeli girls write messages on a shell at a heavy artillery position near Kiryat Shmona, in northern Israel, next to the Lebanese border, Monday, July 17, 2006. (AP Photo/Sebastian Scheiner)

Lebanese children receive them:

Happiness

2006-06-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

I see sadness is a place you create for yourself by yourself.

Imaginary planet you want to go there when you feel weak and have no solution.

Feels there is safer, as you do not need to face, how i will face, i am sad !!!

but I will try not to do , I will face from now on.

No more moments i will have in my life, i won't just throw them in sadness, life is soo short.
And for myself, I have beileved from long very long period it is so short for me.

I will get my happiness even from worest problems.

If you tried hard to make a sadness place to live in alone
why do not try to make same planet but for happiness and for all people arround you???

If you do not want to be happy,
nobody will make you happy.

If you see a black image with your eyes, nothing will appear behind it.

A black image is enough to hide any beauty behind.

One Fact

2006-05-03T08:23:00.000-07:00

We always forget the real one fact in our life

Death

Me too I always forgot

but this time i got shocked and scared

I am not scared from death, I am scared if I died , what will happen to people I love.

Who wil ltake care for them, what will happen.

I am just sure that ALLAH will not let them.

2006-04-23T19:09:00.000-07:00

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

2006-04-23T19:04:00.000-07:00

You Are a Red Flower

A red flower tends to represent power, seduction, and desire.
At times, you are loving like a red tulip.
And at other times, you're very enthusiastic, like a bouvardia.
And more than you wish, your passion is a bit overwhelming, like a red rose.

What Color Flower Are You?

My birthday

2006-04-18T07:29:00.000-07:00

I will be 25 years after 1 month and 8 days.

I ask myself eah year, did I make what i want to do

if not, am I in the route

did I make people I love happy

I hope i did. and hope i am doing well in my plan i will make the evaluation and then decide if I am in the route or not.

But this birthday is my most precious one.

and this year I got what I can never imagine. It is enough for me in my life to have.

1000 years

2006-04-07T15:00:00.000-07:00

you do not need 1000 years to be effective

just give all ppl arround you love

make a print with your life to others

you will live more than 1000 years

but in the hearts

and that is better in my openion

2006-03-30T02:49:00.000-08:00

Who I am ?

Catch me if you can

2006-03-27T17:30:00.000-08:00

The strongest door you make to hold people inside is a fake. You can see it hold them inside but it keeps you away from them.

They will run from the window, the door is closed and nobody se them.

If you want to make them stay, open all the doors, make them talk and listen to them. Then judge what they say and what you want.

In the whole history of humans, you will never find a door that stopped people from running.

I will run if i want to you. But....

I will konck in the door and announce that i will run :)

and let them catch me ... if they can .........

Street Sign

2006-03-27T15:49:00.000-08:00

A young man was walking in a street. He wanted to reach a town called "H.D.". After some walking, he got lost and felt can not determine where is it. Suddenly, he got a cross road. He has to decide which road to take from 3 roads.

Seems lucky person. When he look high, he found a street sign. When he looked to it, he got angry. The sign shows the all roads goes to "H.D." !!! He felt dispiration and misrable. But he decided to take anyone of them. He used his feelings and choosed a road to take.

After some long time of walking, the man see a welcoming sign in the road say "Welcome to H.D.". He was really happy and feels great. Just after he felt that, a small though passed his mind. What if i took another road, all of them had the same distination in the street sign?

"You will get the same distination", an old man sitting beside the welcoming sign said that. The young man said, "So why 3 roads for same distination" ? The old man, " Not all people will get same road, not all roads are similar, not all roads are easy, not all ppl will compelete the journey to its end but all ppl will try and they will get the same distination"

If you got this word "what if" inside your mind. In my openion, that maybe wrong, throw it away. You do not know what will happen if you changed sth you made in the past. You may get the same result but with a more hard road. This is distiny.

I want you all to guess, what is "H.D." ? :)

My heart Color :)

2006-02-02T02:50:00.000-08:00

Your Heart Is Purple

For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection.
If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength.

Your flirting style: Sincere

Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea house

Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive

What you bring to relationships: Understanding

What Color Heart Do You Have?

My soul :)

2006-02-02T02:49:00.000-08:00

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

El7amd le ALLAH

2006-01-29T01:51:00.000-08:00

Reality is much much more than any dream you ever got

Nothing can be equal to sweet moments you live yourself

maybe small moments
but real
and never be forgotten
and you wish they never ends
you wish the time stop on them, and never go on again

I am now dreaming for much much much more real special moments
and really hope they will last forver

El7amd le ALLAH ..... El7amd le ALLAH

2006-01-21T10:07:00.000-08:00

My true sign !

2006-01-21T03:59:00.000-08:00

Your True Sign Is Cancer

Cozy
Moody
Romantic
Traditional
Ultra-Sensitive
Unable to Let Go
The Most Loving Ever
Intuitive and Imaginative

What's Your True Sign?

what is my rose color

2006-01-12T14:32:00.000-08:00

You are a Dark Red Rose

You represent unconscious beauty and deep passion.

Your vibe: sophisticated and worldly

Falling in love with you is: wildly carnal and forbidden

What Color Rose Are You?

My prettiest Flower

2005-12-25T00:59:00.000-08:00

When you get a sweet person to be your couple it is really sweet thing.

but....

when you get the sweetest person

most pure person

most tender person

most cute person

and be your wife

It is really great gift from ALLAH

Every moment i see how pretty you are
how pure and innocent
how and how how..........

no limits for your sweet parts

You are all sweet

I searched for a word to tell you how I love you

still not find it

but i stoped the search

and make another search

searching for the most pretty flower (after you) to send her for you

Sure she will tell you how i love you

I will keep that search for my last day

to give pretty flower for my prettiest flower

I will say Love you, till find the flower

True Love 2

2005-12-24T14:19:00.000-08:00

I was in a dark room. I felt lonely, cold and fear. I did not see light, Only dark.

suddenly

I heard that voice. She was sanging. I felt suddenly warm, safe and peace. Her voice was tender and warm enough to remove all clouds from sky and make the moon light appear.

She is my true love.

All I am and all i have is yours.

Why i do not fight :)

2005-11-27T10:59:00.000-08:00

You are a protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Real Power

2005-11-26T13:55:00.000-08:00

Many said, power in the money

Using money you can pass all rules and make all at your service.

Maybe but.......

On my words, I think the real power not in money

It is in love and respect

Just show people your respect

and give them your smile

....real smile from the heart

and then, they will be at your service

but the difference is

they will do that with love, not for money.

My eyes :$

2005-11-26T12:16:00.000-08:00

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

My perfect evening

2005-11-09T12:01:00.000-08:00

I got my perfect evening last night
It is really special
I feel I got all what I lost before, everything good inside me be backand maybe more than before
I never be that optimisticI never be that activeI never be that refreshedI never be that comfortable
I really asked GOD for only one min.,I got hours
Really great hours, they passed quickly but i still have them running inside my mind

Adaption with life

2005-11-09T11:56:00.000-08:00

Life is not just a sweat journy
It is full of pain, problems, misrables, despiration, failure pla pla pla
and full of joy, love, peace, comfortable, success tooo
You have to accept your life as it with all it includes
You can not feel happiness if you did not feel misrable
You can not feel success if you did not feel failure
being depressed not means you will be depressed forever
and being happy not means you will be happy forever
So, you have to really live all your happy moments
feel them and live them
Cause when you get depressed, just remember that happiness
You will recover easily

For you

2005-11-05T08:47:00.000-08:00

From the garden of my heart,
I send a rose bouquet.
I hope that as your life unravels,
there shall be flowers all along your way.

From the well of heartfelt emotion,
which lies bottomless inside,
I send a sea of Love,
very vast, and very wide.

From the canyons of my being,
I wish for you a balmy breeze,
to lift your spirits high,
and that you shall soar on eagles' wings,
as a multicolored balloon, which drifts up into the sky.

From the spring of everlasting thoughts,
which flow constantly through my soul,
I wish you Faith, to conquer battles,
which rage out of your control.

From the happy chambers of my spirit,
I send forth to you, my smile.
And, I pray that you shall carry it with you,
as you travel each and every mile.

I wish for you, beautiful and lingering sunsets,
to make your day complete ,
and I lift you up in all my prayers,
until the next time we shall meet.

The magical change

2005-11-04T12:45:00.000-08:00

Love is a magical word

It has no limits

no logic

it turns monisters to rabbits :)

It turns devil to angel

When you love

you learn how to give

how to forgive

how to give your life and soul

and be happy for that

how to decide to die for saving your lover

and be happy for that

You feel your soul is raised

When you love, your soul is above all materialistcs

You forget about the word "get"

and knows only the word "give"

You feel nothing is important

else to be with your love

You feel your pain is nothing but her pain is your death

You feel you want to get all hurts and pains from your lover and put them inside you

just to make her smile

You feel you can pay your life just for one smile from her

That is true love, that is happiness , that is heaven

real happiness came from giving not from getting

Nobody was born and know how to love

but when love be in your heart

only true love

you will learn how to love

without a teacher

because you will really make everything you can

to make your lover happy

and you will raise your soul and make it very pure

without any intension

it is the magical word and the magical change

Love

My last wish

2005-10-22T16:13:00.000-07:00

Sometimes ....

I wish I never met someone

not because I hate him

but I can not imagine missing him

Sometimes ....

I wish I never have a heart

Sometimes ....

I wish I never have a life.

I wish now to leave life.

No way to get what I really want.

I need a miracle.

A real miracle.

That I never think it will happen.

But in the rest of my life

I will wish this miracle will happen.

I will live to see it happening

If it happened...

I do not need anything from my life , any more.

It is my only wish now.

Endless feelings, Limited words

2005-10-20T19:36:00.000-07:00

Words are the gift from God to us , to help us express ourselves, cause simply if we didn't , we might go crazy.

Some feelings can't be described or expressed by words….. but I'm sure of one thing.. that is , if the feelings are true, they immediately reach the heart.

Sometimes our hidden (subconscious) feelings reveal themselves in the form of dreams…other times by art.

Conscious mind doesn't accept the bitter truth, I'd like to have hope that it's not the end.
The night conversations compensate a little , and fill my heart.

What's life? Moments, minutes, hours, days…. Make sure that each day is really remarkable… I'm glad I got the chance to be part of your days.

Just a pure breeze

2005-10-16T16:11:00.000-07:00

It was a pure breeze.
Holds beatiful smells.
and many unique feelings.

It went through my hair and face.

I felt it, I smelled it.

But once I was comfotable, it passed away :(

I could not keep it.

I could not call it.

I could not follow it.

But I will never forget its smell.

Never.

Cause it holds my life inside it also.

Memories

2005-10-01T05:28:00.000-07:00

All our life will be some memories.

Everything we do, all ppl we know will be memories.

Memories are valued.

Memories are more valuable than life itself.

Maybe in the curent situation, you do not have time to recall your memories.

But when soon sfterwards,
you will be alone. You will have the time to recall them.

Finally, everything and everybody will leave you.

The only thing will stay with you is your memories.

Keep them.
Record them.
Do not wait to be alone to use them, try that earlier.

Sometimes it is also late to remember even the memory.

Small ?!

2005-09-25T10:14:00.000-07:00

Nothing is called "small".

A small thing can change your life. A small thing may make your life like Paradise or like Hell.

Water drops break stones. Mosquito may kill an elephant.

Small things may reflect huge and deep feelings. Smal things may expose deep hate.

Small things may get your life. Small things may rescue your life.

Everything called small is dangerous. Never underestimate small things.

More results

2005-09-16T07:52:00.000-07:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

My results

2005-09-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.
You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.
You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.
You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

You Should Learn French

C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs.
You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

What Language Should You Learn?

Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words.
You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel.
People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation.
When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

The key for them

2005-09-14T13:26:00.000-07:00

If you want happiness, be simple.
If you want success, be focused.
If you want true love, be yourself.

"This is my openion that might be completely wrong :)"

True Love

2005-09-14T02:00:00.000-07:00

Not all what you wish will make you happy.
Not all you wish will happen.
Not all you wish will happen in the preoper time.

You will spent you life searching for the true love.
You will giveup.
But suddenly you may find it.
Sometimes you will find it too late.

True love may make you suffer.
But it never ever ends once you found it, and this is the source of suffer.

Live

2005-09-12T11:59:00.000-07:00

From dust to dust.

Sometimes you need to free your soul from all the quantitative matters and just see why you are living.

The only fact in our life is that we will die someday, noway.

The only reason that we are created for is to pray.

Your soul really needs some moments to feel free from life and live the freedom.

I do not need anything.

I will leave everything.

You have to feel the real freedom.

Whatever I lose, I will not lose myself.

Whatever I got, I will not get what I want.

Value of life

2005-09-10T13:31:00.000-07:00

The value you get from your whole life is your real friends. When you are in a problem, you think everything is lost. You feel you have no body to talk with, no body to share your problems with. But suddenly, real friends appear, and make you feel that all your problems do not worth the moment you saw them gathered for you, only you and nothing but you.

Great feeling.

When you

2005-09-08T12:52:00.000-07:00

When you attack, be like the snake. Very quite and suddenlly attack.
When you defend, be like the tiger. Awake and ready.
When you love, be like the birds. Pure and light.
When you leave, be like anything has no ethics. ;)

What is happenning

2005-09-08T12:18:00.000-07:00

I do not know what is happenning to me in the last month. Unexpected, continuous and harmful things. I do not know if it is good or bad. Is it punishment or examination. I am just now remembering what I did in my life to see what is my biggest mistake.

I feel it is the end.

Important and urgent

2005-09-05T14:54:00.000-07:00

You have to calssify what is important and what is urgent in your life. Answering the phone is urgent but not important. Learning is important but not urgent. Leaving the mass is important and urgent :)

Whatever, each time you make an important thing in your life, you are developing and increasing. More acomplished important things means successful life. More acomplished urgent things is the ideal definition of the RAM. It contains everything, do everything but it never holds anything after the power is off :)

Be easy

2005-09-01T16:02:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you have to be easy with yourself. Not always all the failures are your fault.

A conversation with me ?!

2005-08-30T15:16:00.000-07:00

I : how are you medo
me: fine thanx
I: you know something
me: what ?
I: you are a real stupid person
me: hey, watch your words
I: it is not a joke, you still think life is simple like the old days. wake up man
me: what happened
I: you want to be stable, successful, have friendly relations with your boss and your team and get good money.
me: and what is the problem
I: the problem , if you really think you will gain all of this, is you did not learn yet. It is a tradeoff. No gains without pains and nothing for free.
me: but if you ...
I: no exceptions man. you can not balance all the choices and make everyone happy each time. you have to take a real decision, you have to take something and leave the other. Satisfying all people is not the solution, you have to pay to learn how to pay fewer in the next time.
me: you are right, but i feel i can not take a decision, i want my life is simple and i want a quite life with no problems.
I: that is why you have problems
me: ???
I: if you live inside a closed sphere to avoid the cold, you will die from oxigyn lack. if you get out to cold, you may servive.
me: ok,, how i can encourage myself to take hard decisions.
I: it is not easy, you have to pay effort to do. but the good advice is not to use anything else your mind to take decisions (especially your feelings, it is very bad factor in decisions)
me: thank you I, it was a useful conversation, thats why we are friends since 1981
I: yes I think we are more than friends, we are twins, do not you ever noticed how our face features are similar :) :P ;)

Do not do this with yourself more than once a month to stay in good state :)

My first test :)

2005-08-30T15:09:00.000-07:00

Answer this question and I will till you who are you

If you have 4 animals in danger and you can rescue only one of them, which you will rescue ?
1- the hourse
2- the rabbit
3- the goat
4- the " 3'azala " :)

Pick one in a comment to the post and i will tell you who you are :)

Mistakes

2005-08-30T14:50:00.000-07:00

To improve yourself, you have to admit your mistakes first.

Take care, if your mistakes are repeated, huge and continuous. It is the start of the sad end. You have to recover quickly in this critical section :)

Offline Messages2

2005-08-30T14:40:00.000-07:00

When the offline mesage became online one. When the hits are fast, closed together and focused. When the message is global and sent while all others are present. You have to play and win. If you are not a good player, fold and leave the battle.

Offline Messages

2005-08-29T12:42:00.000-07:00

When someone told you he will destroy you, feel better. You know your enemy, you know how to deal with him, you know when to atack and when to defend and you know when to run away :)

BUT

When you got an offline message

I mean hitting from the back, entrapments ... etc

You should be confused.

More over, when it is from people you call friends.

You do not know if it is a hit, a fight, a prblem, a missunderstand from you or anything else.
You think many times, all the time, and you got no result.
But do not be upset from yourself,
Offline messages from strangers are your fault but offline messages from your friends are their depravity.

And for safty:
NEVER trust strangers, never feel stable.

Imagination

2005-08-29T10:15:00.000-07:00

All brilliant inventions came from imagination not from the lab. I think everyone should have small moments each day for imaginations. Those small moments may help you to compelete the journy. When the right half of the brain works, thel left one works very much better than working alone. Engage your right half, use your pallete or look at the sky and imagine any unbelievable things. Those things may be new inventions in the future.

Note: Do not make the fetal and common mistake and try to live in the dream like "Abbas Ebn Farnas". He paid his life for this mistake but he gave the human beings the idea of flying. If you think the human beings worth to pay your life for, live your dream :)

Failure

2005-08-29T05:17:00.000-07:00

Failure is the start point for success. There is no absolute success, the succeess it self is a start point of failure if it is not continuous one.

The past

2005-08-28T13:54:00.000-07:00

What you see is what you get. You can not make a new start but you can make a new end. What you have now is the best you will ever have, be satisfied and wish for more (That is the question how to be satisfied and wish for more ? :) ) if you know the answer, do not hisitate, call 09000x0x and win the latest Nokia mobile from Alcatel :S

Only one animal

2005-08-28T13:50:00.000-07:00

The only one animal that i can play with is the rabbit. I think we like each other and we have many similar c/cs.

Success

2005-08-28T13:47:00.000-07:00

It is not the way. It is the light that shows you the way. People think that achiving goals is success. I think achiving the goals in the planned time is success.

Planning

2005-08-28T13:45:00.000-07:00

Put your plan a small bit higher than your abilities. Enjoy the challenge.

2005-08-28T13:32:00.001-07:00

sneake :)

2005-08-28T13:32:00.000-07:00

Just after graduation

Leaving

2005-08-27T23:45:00.000-07:00

When you leave leave smoothly and gentelly. Do not loose a contact. You will need everyone and every place in your life sometime.

Life is short

2005-08-27T23:43:00.000-07:00

as long as you are dreaming, you need some instances to wake up. Put your long life plans but do not believe on them, dream them.