My last wish

Sometimes ....

I wish I never met someone

not because I hate him

but I can not imagine missing him

Sometimes ....

I wish I never have a heart

Sometimes ....

I wish I never have a life.

I wish now to leave life.

No way to get what I really want.

I need a miracle.

A real miracle.

That I never think it will happen.

But in the rest of my life

I will wish this miracle will happen.

I will live to see it happening

If it happened...

I do not need anything from my life , any more.

It is my only wish now.

Endless feelings, Limited words

Words are the gift from God to us , to help us express ourselves, cause simply if we didn't , we might go crazy.

Some feelings can't be described or expressed by words….. but I'm sure of one thing.. that is , if the feelings are true, they immediately reach the heart.

Sometimes our hidden (subconscious) feelings reveal themselves in the form of dreams…other times by art.

Conscious mind doesn't accept the bitter truth, I'd like to have hope that it's not the end.
The night conversations compensate a little , and fill my heart.

What's life? Moments, minutes, hours, days…. Make sure that each day is really remarkable… I'm glad I got the chance to be part of your days.

Just a pure breeze

It was a pure breeze.
Holds beatiful smells.
and many unique feelings.

It went through my hair and face.

I felt it, I smelled it.

But once I was comfotable, it passed away :(

I could not keep it.

I could not call it.

I could not follow it.

But I will never forget its smell.

Never.

Cause it holds my life inside it also.

Memories

All our life will be some memories.

Everything we do, all ppl we know will be memories.

Memories are valued.

Memories are more valuable than life itself.

Maybe in the curent situation, you do not have time to recall your memories.

But when soon sfterwards,
you will be alone. You will have the time to recall them.

Finally, everything and everybody will leave you.

The only thing will stay with you is your memories.

Keep them.
Record them.
Do not wait to be alone to use them, try that earlier.

Sometimes it is also late to remember even the memory.